Tuesday, September 23, 2014

about the one that got away

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Nikmatin salah satu fase vital ini. Jangan sampai meninggalkan ini dengan adanya sisa,"
"Right back at you,"
"Emangnya gue kenapa? Gue gak galau,"
"I don't know that. Maybe deep down you are,"
"Maybe deep down. But I know how I should channel the leftover feelings,"
"Good for you then,"
"Could you channel your thoughts away from her?"
"I'm not sure. So far, no…"
"There'll come a time when you'd laugh at the memories. I wish that'd happen soon,"
"Thank you. I really wish the best for both of us. But for me, I need some closure, perhaps when she finally got married or dies. So, until the time comes when I finally have some closure, there's hope for me or at least that's what I like to think…"
"*teary eyed* Why don't you make your own closure? Like, come to her and say your true feeling and see what she has to say. Isn't it enough a closure for you? If she is not into you, perhaps that'd be the end of your story with her,"
"The thing is, I know exactly what she will say. Regardless of what she says, my feelings for her will stay the same. So, closure for me is, she finally got married or dies. Or, the unlikely chance that we'll be back together,"
"That's your call --and your loss. I can't wait when the girl comes up and turn your life upside down --in a good, crazy way--. Definitely another girl who's better than her in a lot of ways,"
"Well, that's very nice of you. If the opportunity should present itself… Then I don't know. A good man once said, 'If you fall in love with two woman, then be with the second one because if you truly love the first woman, then there would not be a second love.' So, I don't know what I'd do if this happens… But for the time being, I'm still foolishly in love with her…"
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"So.. You'll do nothing? You chose to do nothing?"
"It's not what I choose to do. It's the outcome of my action…"
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"Lo marah nggak sama gue?"
"Kenapa harus marah? Lo yang milih buat merana,"